July 2010
I'd ask you what the most amazing moment of your day was but I certainly think you should submit it @ amazingmomentoftheday.tumblr.com ^_____^
n_n shall do
mom just threatened to put locks on the cupboard. i was wondering when she’d snap. but she doesnt know the fucking half of it.
you make me laugh so much still, yes. but we fight all the time now. stupid little things, and it’s always me biting your head off. you shouldn’t be friends with me, i’m the worst bestfriend in the world. i cause you more pain than i’m worth & you deserve. i’m sick of apologising for all the fucking stupid things i say and do. it’s not fair. is this it? is this the end? i wish i could keep my fucking mouth shut sometimes. you should have a beautiful and amazing bestfriend -like all your others- which suits you to a T, you’re beautiful and amazing. but i just can’t deal with making you hurt like i know i do. i don’t know what the fuck to do. i love you so much. i’m sorry. but something tells me sorry isn’t good enough anymore.
oh, i just came to the realisation that i have the most amazing boyf in the world. he just asked me if i’ve ever thought about having kids & what i would name them. he told me he’d name his kids Jason & Kate. sure, he’s been drinking, and wont shut up about how much he loves me, but he’s still beautiful <3 he’s so incredibly sweet.
my ipod broke today. i had tears in my eyes when it wouldn’t turn on. but hopefully Nicole’s friend can fix my Padington :’(
you looked so gorgeous today.
oh wow, thankyou :) i was worried about how i looked today, felt ewey all day, but thankyou :) makes me a feel a little better! <3
inspired by e e cummings
Thankyou for
today. It was simply
beautiful.
All that could have been,
all that wasnt,
and all
that it was.
Today was not unlike
yesterday. Repetition,
sun up, sun down.
Just a little older, wiser.
A little less naive,
but still,
just as stupid.
In it’s little details,
today;
absolute perfection in
unspoken words.
Tomorrow could be greater,
But all our days
totalled,
is hell, in the grand scheme of things.
12:04am
holy shit, time flies when you’re having fun :)
@dollfacestef
<3 i love you darling :) you make me feel lots betterer :P
@dollfacestef
yes beautiful, i’m just talking to Nicole & apologising for being such a suckass friend lately. and like everything she says just makes me cry. but i dont know if it’s because i’m happy that she’s saying it, or because i don’t think i deserve it.
you could fill my bathtub with all the tears i’ve cried in the last 2 days. i don’t even know if they’re happy or sad tears anymore. just months of repressed emotions.
